i just cant take bullshit any more, getting taken advantage over and over again really hurts and gets old. i can never meet a real man, one that treats me great and wants to take great care of me. i want to meet someone with goals and even goes after his goals instead of just talking out their ass. i am a loser magnet, and now i have come to the conclusion i will remain single. single is the best for me, i have a man in my life my son and i believe he will always be there for his mother. i can trust him and he is a great boy, who worries about his mother more then a boy his age should. i feel bad he does, but i am lucky in a way too.
there is a man in my life right now who i talk to and we share a lust and nothing more i dont want a relationship and he has one. we enjoy each others company and have fun. its better we keep it on the down low better for me and for him, esp him. thank you! you know who you are and have helped me get through a terrible fall. i hope i can dig out of this hole, always fighting to just stumble but not this time i didnt stumble i fell into that hole i hate so much.
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Hey Sweetmilissa, stop! Stop right there! "Loser magnet" is way too negative! You are a kind, caring person. Imagine seeing yourself in the same way your son does. Wow! He thinks you're pretty special, heh?
Forgot to add, all the best. Hope things work out well for you.
milissa i know it is hard to understand why i lied i dont even understand why i did i was afraid of so many things at that time and i love you and dylan and alls i can ask is for forgiveness and i will fix myself just give me a chance to fix us too i never meant to hurt anyone espeacially the people that were closest to me
A genuine apology is a gift.
please read look around if you have been following milissas blog and milissa it is for you i guess its the only way to get things off my chest and talk to you
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