Tuesday, September 29, 2009

THE GREATEST GIFT EVER! IN MORE WAYS THEN ONE!!

my sister came by today and brought me the most special present ever. she found the video of my sons birth and put it on dvd for me. i got to see my son after he was delivered Cesarean. i was taken one way and him another. i didnt get the chance to hold my son until about an hour after he was born. i was able to see them weigh him, measure him, and clean him all up.what a champ my son was he barely cried while freezing his baby butt off and getting shots, and cleaned. he weighed 7lbs even and was 20and a quarter inches long. my baby is now 9 and has grown into a great little man, i love him so much. he is my best bud and always will be we are two of a kind. i love you munchkin boy!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

DRUNKEN IDIOTS( YUCK )

i just had major surgery 5 days ago, i am depending my mother and my boyfriend to take care of me. i dont believe i am asking too much from the two of them. the pain i am endearing is horrendous and would stress out the strongest person out there. my mother has been full of piss and vinegar since she brought me home from the hospital, from the type of person she is i shouldnt be shocked. my boyfriend on the other hand is a different story, i had the faith in him to be there for me and take good care of me. he has been and until tonight i had no complaints then the drunken idiot wakes me up because he is blaring the stereo at 3am and acting like a dumb drunk.
i dont mind someone drinking and enjoying themselves but there is a limit. many people drink and some do it moderately and everything turns out fine, then there are others who drink themselves into a stupor acting like idiots and making no sense when they speak, that describes my boyfriend. the worst drunk in my opinionion is the one who the more drunk they get the bigger the attitude, the mean drunk. i cant stand drunks of any kind, the smell of alcohol on a persons breath is repulsive and not only does it come from their breath but it also seeps out their pores. drunks are gross, smelly and irresponsible and as i have proved not reliable to be there for their loved one when they are needed the most. drunk tim when confronted blamed me for getting pissed off. i can not spend the rest of my life with someone who is drunk and unreliable, its not possible and he proved it by pulling his drunk stunt after i had surgery and needed him the most. tim was given the option, me or do you want a single life because drunk tim wont fit into my life.