Saturday, November 29, 2008

Thank you mark!



See i am not bright! but honest i did call your comp yesturday!! love you

Cought getting it on!!


one day sitting and having my coffee I noticed two lizards having sex on the screen....I just had to take the dirty pic. I don't think this makes me a pervert right lol!!
I hope this pic makes you laugh like it did me, laughing relieves stress, i should know bye bye

Morning coffee

Here i am as i am every morning drinking my coffee and having my smoke. I like to watch the squirrels run around the big oak tree, they really tease my cat. Hey as long as its my cat being teased its funny! Baby my cat gets so excited over these squirrels that one day he ran into the screen SMACK! Funny, like when a person walks into a closed glass door. I have done it, not only does it stun you but it sure embarrasses you... esp if others are around to witness.

Florida is going through a cold snap, yes it does get chilly here, but its nice to sit on my porch with the cool air its so refreshing compared to the nasty heat and humidity we get in the summer. This is my favorite time of the year. I actually will put on makeup and dress nice for a change during the summer the hair goes up and makeup collects dust unless I want to sweat it off, and I don't want to waste expensive cherished makeup. I'm not one of those woman that are afraid to step outside without her face on. Most days I have my hair up no makeup, dark circles its pretty scary! Doesn't stop me from doing what I want and I realized one day I don't have to please anyone but myself. If my face scares you look away!! When I do get done up hair perfect and face in place its funny to see acquaintance's faces esp if its the first time they see me done up I call it the shock look because they stare and cant believe its me. I am not a supermodel don't get me wrong I am just a average woman but when a average woman goes from scary to hot without warning you get good raves!!

Gee! I smoke alot in the morning but a cig sure goes well with my coffee and I love coffee of all kinds....I wont go there it would take up alot of typing.
I have to cut back but I really don't see it happening you gotta really want to and I am not there yet. My boyfriend smokes too so we would have to do it together and at the moment we aren't doing anything together. My fault I was grumpy and took it out on him. He isn't completely off the hook though. I am up early on a sat while my love is on the couch still asleep, two nights now we haven't shared our bed and for two nights i didn't sleep well for instance me up early ever esp on a sat is not ordinary behavior for me. Stress is also playing a huge part of my behavior, I am trying to just stumble not fall. I fell hard about a year ago and it took me a year to stand back up, I don't have drug problems I am not an addict except of coffee and cigs, I suffer from chronic depression and my lover is my medication I needed. Who would have thought when one man trips you and watches you fall that another man will stand by and help you stand again knowing esp what ailments I deal with. Tim is perfect I love him.We usually are sitting outside with our coffee together talking and enjoying the crisp air and the nature that surrounds us. I am alone today writing instead.

Friday, November 28, 2008

See if I Stumble or Fall

I decided last night I needed a place to exercise some thoughts. I found this lucky place and fixed it up to make it mine. While i sit and wonder....about anything, to chomp at the bit, or what ever. I have my place and maybe others will be interested in my thoughts and tid-bits. Do you want to see if i Stumble or Fall?

Wow can i do it?

I am trying to get the hang of this blogger.... is if by chance anyone takes a look leave some pointers. I have to get moving for the day. I saw one blog i really enjoyed so far her pictures are interesting and i enjoyed looking at her views of simple things we usually take for granted.

My favorite quote for starters

"I have great faith in fools.....self confidence my friends call it!" thank you Edgar Allan Poe