CRY BABY

had a bit of a stumble which i think is heading towards a fall. recovery is difficult it seems to be taking days. i wonder if my medicine or the seizure is making me fall. my mother keeps telling me talk too the doctor and let them know "i don't do anything but sleep". the doctor knows this already they prescribe the meds, enough to keep a elephant from moving!! i have been sleeping more then usual could this be a recovery from the 2 days of seizures. i am damned if i do and damned if i don't, take the meds and be a zombie, don't take them and seize all day. zombie is the way and it is less painful. what kind of life is this for someone to live.
why do people take prescription drugs that they aren't prescribed? i have to and hate it i would be more then happy to switch health problems so they could get the meds prescribed. i want to be drug free. weight gain, tiredness, dizziness i don't want the issues associated.
i am falling like a baby feeling sorry for myself when there are others with worse problems staying strong and fighting the fight. boo whoo on me"shame"!!