Motivate"oh alright!"

the holiday's are over and now its time to get back to the real world. i have tons of laundry, dusting, dishes and other cleaning to accomplish. i am tring to motivate myself, i haven't gotten to that point yet. the holiday was nice and i did enjoy the time with my family but it was exhausting. two days later and i still want to sleep and lay around. my room looks like a bomb went off i am not looking forward to getting to that task, neither is my man. laundry is horrible it never stops it grows like mold on old food. i would hire someone to do that chore for me if i was ever to become wealthy, i know my luck that day is never gonna come so i best get use to doing it myself. my mother and i are so different she gets a high off cleaning and loves laundry, she might bitch but i know she does enjoy it. if she was to come to my house right now she would have a bitch fest. she would tell me what a pig and that i live like trash. mind you no one gags when they enter my house its just not perfect i let things accumulate until i motivate once every couple of days. i am not liking this lazy bug i caught. well i guess its time to get a move on....that means one more cup of coffee and a smoke by that time i will have talked myself into getting off my rear end....literally talk myself into it!!! sad huh?